Is everyone ready to LIVE OUT LOUD with me?

Whats up all of you wonderful Oxygen Live bloggers!  I am so excited to be at CES…  the technology is amazing and there are some really hot men walking around handing out chocolate…. weeerk!  I’m so honored to bring my show ALL ABOUT AUBREY to the network and I hope you all love my journey.  I made sure to bring you a show that gives you the truth about the good, bad, and ugly of my experiences in the music industry…  and i hope you all enjoy watching my come back to the music industry…  and what it looks like when the curtains go down!  Alongside my career, my show covers my personal relationships, family, friends, past decisions, dating life…  and of course my beautiful babies Ginger and Maryann!  I took a real look at myself with this show and tried to give you guys honesty that will hopefully allow you to feel inspired!

Keep Giving,

Aubrey

Aubrey O’Day Is An Inspiration To Women Everywhere: EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW

AUBREY O’DAY’S CANDID AND EMOTIONAL INTERVIEW WITH BLOGXILLA

Earlier this week I talked to our home girl Aubrey O’Day. Once the bad girl of Diddy’s Making The Band Show, she will now be the starring in her own reality show on The Oxygen Network. According to MTV an executive at Oxygen said that the show will likely resonate with fans who’ve watched O’Day’s career rise and fall over the past six years.

MORE BELOW THE CUT….

Contrary to popular belief I was NEVER ‘cool’. I always wanted to be though … to a fault. I’m an Aquarius woman so friendship is important to me; more important than almost any other aspect of life … so go figure, I wanted everyone’s acceptance. The problem with acceptance is you get caught up in being what’s acceptable, instead of what is true. I don’t know how many times in life I’ve fallen into the pitfall of another person’s idea of acceptable. P.S. usually really ‘cool’ people you’ll meet growing up are hurting … “hurt people, hurt people” (as Russell has said before). So it’s a vicious cycle of acceptance and pain. Looking back on that behavior, why the f*ck did I ever want to be accepted?

It’s amazing how many times in my life I have made a harsh judgment about someone, then learned about their life’s struggle, and felt incredibly embarrassed that I misjudged (well, fortunately, I could probably say this is true 99% of the time). Someone’s life experience will usually always be a strong indicator of their behavior. This is an obvious idea and I don’t use it to excuse bad behavior… but labeling people is what we’ve all become accustomed to doing. It’s so frequently done, it could fall into the line up of eating breakfast, getting dressed, and going to bed.

The media uses the labeling tool in order to sensationalize every day behavior into newsworthy headlines. Perez says, “Aubrey is difficult and a skank” … it MUST be true!’ In reality, it’s just a headline … as are most … and the dramatized assessment has now stopped you from receiving any more information (maybe because you don’t care, or maybe because you don’t want to like me regardless, or maybe just because it’s easier) … and That’s Entertainment Folks! But we shouldn’t dismiss this so easily because I believe it’s starting to take a toll on our generation. Instead of being today’s headline gone tomorrow, dramatized and judgmental headlines have become a general energy that we live off.

This energy is unhealthy and unproductive, and I’ll be the first to admit, I am guilty of such behavior more often than I’d like. It’s easy to be negative when you feel negative internally; too easy to judge and not take the time to understand where people are coming from. But, if you stop to look for the positive in others, you’ll make yourself a more interesting person as you will understand a new aspect of life that wasn’t part of your specific journey.

I realize writing on this topic isn’t salacious and it won’t titillate, but in all honesty, for the standard few comments that will not be filled with hate (i.e. defeating the point of my entire thought), maybe we should all take a second in our day to reevaluate our thoughts. Instead of triggering that ever so easy JUDGE & LABEL button, lets trigger UNDERSTANDING. So shame on me, as I titled this blog… and in moving forward, I hope everyone who has participated in this behavior finds a different cheap thrill, takes the time to look beyond the headlines, and look for the positive instead of assuming the negative.

xo,
Aubrey

I was having lunch with an industry friend of mine today, got talking shop, and the ‘lil cabana boy discussion’ crept up. Summarized, this convo basically rests on the following idea… how can I take the guy who’s pushing pool chairs seriously? Now, I’ve always been an equal op kinda gal, never choose to fraternize with only rich or poor, just the witty and clever (traits that exist beyond money). But her parting words to our ‘cabana boy’ chat stuck in my head after lunch, “hun, I can’t get wet for under 2 mil”.

Sounds harsh I know. But not everyone is looking for romance. I know many that don’t build castles in the air over that ‘ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can’t-live-without-each-other love’ that carrie and big found; Some over zealous souls even describe such love as an idealized social propaganda which will only leave all of us feeling like no one will ever satisfy us, ask Chuck Klosterman! As a result, my adolescent hopeless romantic brain was challenged to wonder this thought (even in its obnoxious unpolished tone)… Should I get wet for under a mil?

Assuming your personal experience with relationships guides the majority of your ideas of love… In order to answer this question, us women have to ask ourselves ‘have the men in my past been ‘winners’?’ Easy answer… they are in the past, probably meaning you didn’t hit the jackpot. Of course there are always the guys that left you, which usually leaves you not really wanting them back for RECIPROCAL happiness, but more so wanting them back to change the ending so YOU feel happy! P.S. waste of time… if your getting power from taking back the power, you have much needed therapy to hit up cause power is a hollow thing to strive for in life. In the sea of fishies thus far, (the ones we left, the ones that left us) it’s safe to say we haven’t found Mr. Right.

Now I wonder, who’s Mr. Right? I know I could bust out my long list of dream-catchers, but like Chuck said most of those are based on my boy wonder ‘Lyod Dobler’ (from ‘Say Anything’), and has anyone REALLY ever met a man that FINISHED? Had a love where both could Say Anything? nahhhh. So letting my balloon fly into the sky, I move to my next man-exam… maybe Mr. Right loves me more than I love him. What’s wrong with that? He’s good, good enough. He’ll be loyal. Play fetch with the dog. Take the kids for ice cream. Buy me tampons when I’m in bed with cramps. He’ll do. NO HE WON’T, I’m already bored! Since the love symbolisms (‘you love> me’, ‘you love < me’, ‘we love’ =) prove to be a headache, to say the least…..maybe money could simply factor into the love equation.

Dating dudes w/money vs. dating the cabana boy. My slogan thus far, ‘I’d be happy living in the gutter as long as I loved the man I was with.’ Hmmm, may have to rethink that. Love doesn’t seem as brilliant as when I was a child, and I sure do love my plush bed. Sometimes I think I love that bed more than romance itself, but I’m also a very jaded 25 year old with a line up of ex’s who’s combined egos could take on the likes of Kanye West or 20 Pack from I Love New York! Age-old notion of love without money, you start to not like the life you have with the guy you love, without money. So you date a rich man. Usually this sucks because men with money usually love power (reference line re ‘power seekers’ above), and what women really wants to bow to the likes of power for the rest of their life (certainly not me, displayed through my constant cat fights with puff)! And if you can stomach the obedience to the All Mighty, or find that rare dope dude with more than 2 mil. in their checking, can you stomach the cheating? Cause if they got 2 mil, they got more than one p*ssy. Id say for every 300k they add an additional pus. Didn’t you ever wonder why you needed to add houses (then hotels) once you bought Boardwalk and Park Place, gotta have somewhere to keep all the bitches stored.

In the end, I wonder, am I f*cked? Maybe I should just continue to be single, love my plush bed, sleep comfortably without one eye open, and MOS DEF get wet for under 2 mil. cause hey, porn only costs 12.99 on ‘On Demand’!

What did the king of all things say he wanted when he started his career?  Simple.  “Cocaine and p*ssy”.

Now you can’t imagine that goal leading to much more than a two hit wonder rapper that made his highest radio play off of his smash “Booty juice” (shout out to Fear of a Black Hat) but by some miraculous twist of fate and hard work that goal gave birth to a mogul that continues to inspire millions; a man living, breathing, and continually defining hip hop.

I use that intro to bring this idea to the table: Aren’t we all taking  ourselves a lil’ too seriously? In the entertainment industry there is this strong pressure to be an artist that has “longevity and credibility”. Don’t get me wrong; those are amazing goals but all too often, we measure every action of an artist as to whether it will directly achieve those goals.  Webster’s dictionary defines longevity as “a long continuance”. Credibility is defined as “the quality of inspiring belief”.  Those definitions are subjective and therefore capable of holding different meanings depending on who you ask. Who on earth is so all knowing and and all powerful that they should be the one to define the goal or meaning for another’s life and career?

What I’ve experienced on the music end is a constant pressure to “ACT right and SPEAK right”. The industry people telling me this are not trying to instill better behavior in order to help make me a better person or allow me to learn some valuable life lesson.  They’re telling me, in their words, to be “as vague and opinionless as possible, so you don’t offend the masses, so you will sell a higher number of records”.  The industry provides endless hours of media training. Yes, they actually hire people to give you the “right” answer. How inspiring is that? I’m sure there are exceptions and industry leaders that rebel against this format and for those of you involved with them… more power to you! I can only speak from my experience, and I’m sure this applies far beyond the depths of the music industry, as most jobs are usually selling something!

I know artists that are credible, helpful and “down for any cause”, that have been denied the ability to do  charity work or to provide aid to a charity, based on the fact that something about them did not fit the charity’s standards of an artist who has “credibility and longevity”. How ridiculous is that?  We can’t even help people any more unless we are living a common denominator life! Do our artists really have to be just like us, act like us, go to the same church, share our political views, or be role models to our children before we buy their music?

So what I love about the mogul’s less than politically correct or “wrong” answer, is maybe we all ought to lighten up and allow our artists to be what they are and say what they really feel or think instead of giving the “vague and opinionless” answer as taught to my generation of artists in order to achieve ‘credibility and longevity’ to sell more records… Maybe next time the answer should be something as simple as “cocaine and p*ssy”.

-Aubrey (check out Aubrey’s account on Russell Simon’s GlobalGrind.com. He also responds!)

Hmmm….sounds like she is talking about Diddy.

Will we ever find our bachelor?

You know I’ve kept my myspace in tact (even through all the ‘why aren’t you on facebook, its SO much better’ antics from my friends) because it makes for great web pr. but tonight marks the end of just public pr folks, tonight brings my heart to the table. All this from an episode of the Bachelor, yes I unfortunately said ‘the Bachelor’. I cant say I’ve ever even watched it, although my brief term of endearment with that gorgeous bachelor reject sparked my interest; its this whole underworld of perfect people looking for perfect healthy relationships…it kinda made me wonder…well, mostly where the hell are they finding these perfect people…but after that…could this really be real? Now without hashing the past, I’ve had my fair share of ‘reality’ tv…enough to know its never really reality but from the small inside insight I was able to get from my bachelor hunk, it seemed as though these people were actually just looking for love, instead of a job…easy publicity…or something better to do than drink themselves into oblivion at the local pub (that ones a shout out for the contestants on Rock of Love). So tonight I tuned in for the finale…mostly because I saw in my fav ragmag ‘US weekly’ that this entire thing is FAKE, imagine that…fake reality? Aren’t we all living that in one way or another anyway? Back to the point, I watched already knowing the ending thanks to ‘US’….thinking producers, directors, station execs, and network owners could not possibly take this (semi real stab at reality) to the point where you use a poor girl up and spit her out…I mean this is freakin’ ABC not MTV (that’s a shout out for yours truly who was obviously always the centerfold of someone’s reality game). Molly, Mary, Melissa, Megan whatever the hell her name is…I feel so bad for her. Her poor heart was used for television (‘Us weekly’ claimed it was on purpose to get higher ratings). I guess I found it more disturbing than what I experienced personally, because my reality ratings where about my job… not my heart. This was her heart on the line, and I guess we’ll never really know the truth but from what I know about leaks, insiders, and ‘us weekly’ predictions…. it seemed that someone angry wanted the truth to be known. Which is something all ex reality people usually feel because the only side of the story the audience ever gets is the ones of those that are still telling it on tv every night. But gosh, I just cried inside for her. I felt like she was such a beautiful honest woman, and I don’t not like the other girl he ends up with…but I do feel like there 30 min reunion during the rose gathering after party was a bunch of bullshit! Saw right through that acting job and edit. Anyway…what the fuck have we come to, when ratings mean more to us than honest emotion? Fire me, lie about me, rumor about me, write/say all the nonsense you can…but don’t play with my heart. Love is all we have at the end of the day. We’re all so damn focused on hating on each other that we forgot. We forgot what’s important. We forgot how we should treat people…and not because we have too, but because we should. Because it’s the right way to be in life. Its what we should hope for everyday. Through all of the shit we should always find a way to love our environment. It’s all we have people! If I ever did a dating/love show (which I believe isn’t impossible to find love on)… I would never take advantage of peoples love in order to make those ratings. After the show…I had to go for a run, I needed to run off my anger for them making her the pawn of their ratings… and I met this 60 year old man walking his 14 yr old dog that had a broken leg… just a slow romantic walk with his dog…and of course I stopped…talked ‘dog’ for a bit…and we spoke briefly about our dogs weight gain, and I said “you know the only things not worried about weight in our society are animals….they are probably the only things fat and happy. Honestly happy.” And he said “yeah I know… look at that one girl everybody has been saying is fat, I think she looks beautiful”. THAT’S the generation gap! This hate, self hate, etc…its only developed recent enough to stop it for future generations if we try hard enough… and instead of escaping to weed or prescription pills (which I understand are great ways to escape pain nowadays), try spreading love. My mom even said, when she was my age all people wanted to do was find things they loved… in people, in work, in life. Its so different now. She said this extreme hate, the world wide web has def. helped generate, wasn’t what it used to be about. SO I love you all…even you damn haters that keep sending me “you slut, you changed, your nakedness and ‘slutness’ were the cause of dk’s end, poor everyone else” come on! Sidebar…do you really think I’m gonna post that nonsense? We all know huge business ventures don’t end on account of slutty behavior! BUT hey, I even love you all too!

Alright I’m done…I hope this doesn’t end up resembling that infamous mission statement Tom Cruise so openly suffered from…but hey even that had a happy ending. So there it is. I’m gonna go lay in bed with my amazing, non socialized, happy, loving dog that just wants her tummy rubbed. “Lack of knowledge coupled with unconditional love, it’s the greatest!”

It’s a new year…so as my dear friend Miss
Woods says, ‘let’s find something new to talk about!’ My theme this year; let
go of the past, and focus on all of the beautiful things that are about to fill
our future! I know most of you find that relevant to me in relation to my
departure from dear ol’ DK. I’ve stayed away from directly responding or
commenting on the negativity, or misguided views and judgments that have unfortunately
been the voice of summarizing Danity Kane. But, since I’ve launched a new
myspace, and have a new theme of the year… its only fair to finally put my
thoughts of DK to rest. ….

For those of you who care, Danity Kane was
a beautiful experience, filled with all of life’s wonderful ups and downs, and
I will forever be blessed to have had that experience with none other than
Drea, Dawn, Shan, and D. Each one of those girls is a talent to be
reckoned with… and beyond pure talent which I hands down experienced on a daily
basis from each girl, each girl really did want to be a role model and change
the world in their own little way… and that’s what made us real, what made us
the truth, what made us something to believe in, and that inner desire on all
of our parts has not changed… you may be seeing expression of emotions
succeeding expression of actual reality, but that does not change the reality
that ever girl in this group had a dream, and we fought long and hard to see it
become reality. There is no rulebook to life, and how to handle your
dreams once you get them. We are NOT a sad story of lose, betrayal, and
something to teach you what not to do next time… we are a story of courage,
determination, fearlessness, and at the end of the day, real emotion. We
made not have given the world the answer to how to make different types of
women unite as one for eternity… but we wanted to try and that’s more than most
do! ….

That all said, lets support the future of
us all, and forgive the negativity and lost emotions. Life is to be
enjoyed and cherished, and experience is something we should all be thankful
for, not look at in regret. We all have lost jobs, suffered bad
relationships, felt suffocated, unappreciated, sick of giving in, and
determined to take a stand whether anyone is behind us or not… SO really, like
we always said… we were never any different than anyone else… and we loved
that! ….

THUS, My first blog! One of many to come,
I love you all, stay happy, its all we have! ….

Aubrey ….

P.S. cop the playboy in stored Feb.
13th, its only partial nudity… and one of the most beautiful works I’ve created
thus far! Part of me finally letting it all go! ….

P.P.S. Remember guys… It’s not over when you lose, it’s over
when you quit!

Hello fam..I came on tonight with the sole purpose of thanking everyone who participated in making me that book! My mom brought it up to me finally (long over due)… and I read word for word your thoughts, wishes, and hopes… and I am so thankful and lucky to have such a great family of hearts supporting me. It also made me have a thought about the recent, negativity by others involved in this whole ‘big break of 08′, as I like to call it, lol… and I have this to say:

DK was lucky to have such an amazing support group; and our fans who were so touched by our music and our girl power, were lucky for our music and our willingness to share our struggles to the world through the show. It was a win win for all of us for a moment of time… and its sad that the moment had to end so abruptly. More importantly, to focus on blame, calling people out, recognizing inconsistencies in peoples behavior and actions, or to be completely honest… actually tell the truth behind peoples motives and spiteful behavior… is something I’m not participating. Now I understand the value of a good cat fight, Im down with flavor of love, charm school, rock of love, etc… but not when it comes to my life and my duties as a role model. I think that behavior is childish and unworthy of any of my attention as WE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO AND PEOPLE TO AFFECT in this world, then wasting time on blame… which the wise will always recognize, is a waste of time. Ill tell you all some truth. no one is to blame. everyone made mistakes. everyone behaved in ways they shouldn’t, and everyone did not value the power we had to affect people lives… or else we’d still be a group and we’d still be making music. everyone is to blame. Instead of blame, Ive decided to choose to learn. Instead of being angry at others lies, fairytales, and visions of what they’ve made themselves believe is the truth… I choose to learn, so the next project that I involve myself in wont end the same way.

I pray (and you should too) that the others find peace with themselves and this situation, and that we all move forward and stop tarnishing a name (Danity Kane) that once brought so much hope and inspiration to peoples lives. Lets value the name, and each member that fought as long as we did to keep pushing through all of the negative we were handed. You can read opinion after opinion but at the end of the day, there is no more DK and that is proof that everyone was/had a problem with the situation. we all are talented, we all fought through a lot, and I try to believe that we all worked very hard to be the best we could be during that time… so support everyone, even the ones you get annoyed with, because everyone deserves to have support when they are fighting to make their dreams come true. one day you will fight, or maybe you already have, and you don’t want others to not support you. Be the bigger person, learn from us… like you were able to do in the past… Its taken me a while to get to this place, to be able to forgive, and still to this day I see the negativity and the lies, and I want to scream out to the world… I’m not saying you wont feel it… but you can over come it. and thats not by exposing people… its by fighting for yourself, finding yourself, and pushing yourself forward through all of the dark clouds. its easy to be petty, its a lot harder to be mature and find inner-peace for yourself. you will never be able to control others, and if I’ve learned anything for this whole DK experience, its that if you focus on trying to have all the control, youll end up loosing even the control you have over yourself… I know this for experience, im no better than anyone else… but im damn sick of others teaching you guys the wrong message! The message is… let it the F*&( go! focus on moving forward! forgive everyone including yourself! and love others even through all their hate!
Ive had that on my chest for a few days, so sorry if thats a novel! LOVE YOU GUYS! Hope you can apply all of that to whatever you’re battling with!
so with that said, I have one more gem to share…

GO OUT AND GET THE PLAYBOY, ITS Fing HOT! and girls dont worry I didnt show any NANA, its only partial nudity! and SO much classier than Complex (which by the way folks, they palnned it all to look grimy, and trashy, they wanted it to look rough, wet, and like ive been partying all night and I decided to get crazy in the club at 3am)… which btw I dont do… and ask any of the AODers that party with me, I usually always leave early, through the shots over my shoulder after I pretend to take them, and the entire night more than anything I continue to look at gingers pics on my phone or show everyone around how cute she is! THATS ME! and the pictures from complex were acting out a role… which I love to do, and see nothing wrong with… if you know who i am then you’ll understand that i love being new characters!

and…
Ginger said what’s up, she got shaved, she looks like an ant.
LOVE YA!
Aubs

That’s how its done ladies and gentlemen. Dawn, you might wanna take a few pointers or two. . And yes, Aubrey got the book!

Last night, field producer Matt Elias and I ventured out for an evening that we knew would be “interesting” to say the least…but little did we know that our night would turn into a velvet rope/V.I.P. jaunt with Paris Hilton, Aubrey O’Day and their personal entourages. The night started innocently enough, with Aubrey and her best childhood friend inviting us out for a night on the town, as only they could do it. We arrived at the Axe Fix Night Club and were bombarded by paparazzi and screaming fans alike.

As we hurried down the red carpet, we were given the all-star treatment and began to party and dance night away to the ever so sweet sounds of DJ AM. In any other realm of existence … that’s a pretty hard night to beat…that is until Paris Hilton walks into the door with new BFF Britney in arm. This is when the Party truly began, as if we weren’t having enough fun already! Another one of our MTV Staffer’s, Brian, even stole a birthday kiss on the cheek from Paris – lucky fella, he won’t stop talking about it for at least a week. After a couple of hours (and cocktails), we left the Axe party, hoped into Aubrey’s limo’s, and rolled up to Tao Nightclub – yes, Tao Las Vegas shipped a night club up to Park City – a wise move!

Source: MTV Movie Blog

AUBREYODAY.COM Hey everyone! Love you all SO much. I know I haven’t been on since the big break of 08′, but I needed some time to process, as Im sure you all did. I know everyones hearts are with DK, as well as mine. Its a sad turn of events, yet I do believe that everything happens for a reason, and I will always support and love the DK we built, and more importantly you all! You never know what the future will bring, but like I’ve always said during the ruff times (WE ALL KNOW there’s been MANY, lol) We have to stay positive, supportive, look for the best in all the bad, and try and believe in people even when we cant understand their actions. That being said, Im still the same ol’ aubrey you all have always known, still nerdy, still in love with music, dancing, acting singing, modeling, still want to change the world and help every child I can, still find a way to laugh at everything, and getting used to being known as the ‘sexy bad girl’… sometimes its fun as you grow up to embrace different aspects of womanhood, even though some have been forced on me these past few years, I’m def. loving the exploration of it all!

Well, Thanksgiving is coming, and this is a time to be thankful, to appreciate your blessings, and what I’ve had to battle with the most this year, forgiveness. Forgiveness of others, and MOST importantly yourself. As you guys know, nothing is what it appears to be, and the reality of most situations you probably wouldn’t want to even know (as we all hold on to dreams, wishes, and images that keep us inspired)… but underneath the BIG SHOW, is real life where we have to find a place where we love ourselves, embrace life to its fullest potential, and find a place where we can go to bed each night and be proud of who we are! This is what I wish for all of you this thanksgiving, and I think you get to that place by FORGIVENESS. So, if you all are still here at AOD, keeping it positive, and willing to support and protect the family you all have built here… Then I hope you take the time this holiday to meditate, and think about all the people that you feel have wronged you… and forgive them. Then take the time to think of all the ways you’ve been internally beating yourself up… and forgive yourself. Then start over. Every day is a new day, with tons of new opportunities to go out into the world and make a difference for others as well as yourself! Regardless of whether you love to love me, or love to hate me… take all of that emotion and do some good for the world! We cant change the situation we are in, no matter how hard you guys try (and I appreciate it all SO much), you cant change the situation that I’ve been put in… the only thing we all can do is learn to adjust and no matter what believe in each other and the decisions we make, because we are all good people with good hearts, and sometimes even if what comes out of our mouths seems ruff, it all comes from a place that just needs support and a big HUG! SO HUG each other AOD, and HUG your friends and family, and HUG the haters, and FINALLY… HUG yourself!
I love you, sending you tons of hugs… I havent decided if Ginger is gonna be a turkey or an indian for thanksgiving but we will send photos! You should see her Xmas outfit… she’s gonna be Santa’s girlfriend on the side, lol!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
LOVE YOU!
Aubs

hey guys!! We just wrapped the bad girl video in l.a.. its was craaaaazy! i think our best video yet!. nothing like you’ve seen from dk thus far. i wont give to much away cause i want you guys to live in suspense until the release, but i will say that dk will transform when then red light comes on!!!! lol

stay tuned !
DK are some BAD GIRLS!!!

love you guys!!!

“Mind & soul is even more important then body
Money can put my body in all exotic spaces
Meanwhile my mind & soul remotely dwells
Within that fine spot between all messed up & hell.
And so I move on with confidence of harmony
And do my thang to resist this wack society
Cuz if you don’t resist, & I mean consciously
You’ll fool your sub-conscious into accepting it.
I ain’t acceptin’ it – I keep my focus
I keep my focus – I ain’t acceptin’it.
Give me a face pencil to draw a smile on me.
Answer my prayer to give my earthly body inner peace
Until that day upon which my souls released!
I need some time to ease my mind.”

-Arrested Development

Aubrey’s latest post on her official forums